Its just so not fair

I went to my regular forum today and as much as I love going in there I get frustrated when I see how fast some people are getting their operations done compared to the Hospital my pct has chosen.  There is a four month wait from first referral to operation with some Hospitals and yet at mine I am looking at eighteen months.  I can see me getting more and more aggrieved over the next year or so, please bare with me if I get annoyed occasionally.
On a brighter note, my friend that had her bybass on the 28ths May has lost 2 stone already and I am so pleased for her as I am pleased for all my friends that get their bypasses or bands from the forum.
I want to have mine done sooner rather than later but I know its just not going to happen, so I will continue trying to do my best to lose weight the best way I can until my turn comes .

I have loved the weather today, its been nice enough to sit outside until 9.30pm this evening and the weather is supposed to be hotter tomorrow.  I have been invited to a bbq tomorrow evening and although I am looking forward to it, I will be watching my calories and my carbs as I dont want to undo the weight I have already lost this past month.
I also know that when I go to the seminar at the hospital next wednesday that I will be weighed and my height taken, I will be expected to lose weight between the seminar and going to see the dietician.. oh its a long drawn out road but one I intend to go down this time round..